Kate Rajba

"A blessing of solitude May you recognise in your life the presence, power and light of your soul. May you realise that you are never alone that your soul in its brightness and belonging connects you intimately with the rhythm of the universe. May you have respect for your own individuality and difference. May you realise that the shape of your soul is unique, that you have a special destiny here that behind the facade of your life there is something beautiful, good and eternal happening.  May you learn to see your self with 'the same delight, pride and expectation with which God sees you in every moment." From Sprititual Wisdom From The Celtic World by John O'Donohue 

🌹M. and her Truth🌹 It is almost 3 years since she is gone. Everytime she visits me, her appearance is different. I often wonder if it's just my sight. Maybe my constantly changing or more likely decreasing judgement. As I wish- no judgment at all.  I knew her since I was a child. She would visit us every so often. Bribe with gifts then as well as freeze with fear. Her colour purple. Her nails always neat.  I must say after years of misjudgment I envy her. I envy a possiblity of speaking her truth. In most of the times very brutal and by recipient strongly unwanted to hear.  It made her an army of lifetime enemies. At least she was never a part of the ridiculous act of a repulsive fake kindness after all. Of course, I do not suggest that being a mean persona is something I long for in our society. Quite opposite, but that's not the point. She paid a great price for it, in fact, the greatest of all- her own life.  So that's where the question arise. Is it...

  S. I look deep into her eyes. I know and she knows. So many times it was not given to us. So many times we had to leave without saying goodbye. So much suffer left behind to which we are both grateful now. Opportunity not many had a courage to take. Now, we are here.  Centuries later. Met again to raise into light together. To raise together in sisterhood's power. The gift we were given for our patience. Never to be alone again.  So I am forever grateful.  The words are always too small to express. Always limiting the truth behind. But I know. And she knows. Thank you from the deepest place of my heart. K.